Dude... I almost had sex with a really really hot chick and a really hot dude tonight but she left to have sex with her crush and he left to pay some dude he owes money to and i'm really drunk like whaaaa?I don't know what the hell just happened...?


Btw r.i.p. Mj and farrah fawcett:/

*loves*

I give up.
I've been talking to Spainboy every now and then on MSN, he's in England in film school or some shit
and he's been all "I want us to be friends, I'm sorry for what I did to you" blah blah blah BULLSHIT

Only... he's in the country at the moment, for like... a week, and he's called me... twice, and only after I called a friend of his and asked him to tell him to call me if he saw him.
The first time he called, I was at this bar and he said he'd come and meet me there.
He never showed.
Then yesterday he talked to me on facebook and gave me a number where I could reach him.
I CALLED HIM like ten times, he never called back, just gave me shit about how he'd "be there in half an hour"

Again, he never showed.

I'm so sick of this, he wants to meet me when he has nothing better to do(read: can't get laid) and then I don't hear from him AT ALL.
So why do I let him fucking drag me along like this? I've been trying to get over him for like... a year, and he still makes me fucking furious every time I talk to him.

Keeps giving me bullshit about how I was his best friend and he misses me and wants us to be able to go back to being friends, then he does NOTHING but lie and bail on me at the last minute, making ridiculous excuses later.
I'm fucking sick of thisssssssss!

Put your current playlist on random and write here your favourite line in the first ten songs; try to avoid using the title.

1. Elementary penguin singing Hare Khrishna
Man you should have seen them
Kicking Edgar Allen Poe.

2. Georgia, Georgia
I can't understand your sickness
You have no forgiveness

3. It's better to burn out
Than to fade away

4. A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster

5. Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through
To see you naked but oblivious
And you don't see
Me

6. I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, you know how much I need it

7. I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

8. By the time she was back
by her open eyes
I knew that I was in for a big surprise.


9. You said you hate my suffering
And you understood
And you'd take care of me
You'd always be there
Well where are you now?

10. You once talked to me about love
And you painted pictures of a Never-Never Land
And I could've gone to that place
But I didn't understand

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seriously sometimes i want to just break down and scream and cry over
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emoooo

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lulz she scares me she's like those stars on the street and they're on the bright side
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what?

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of what happens when you swallow written as if it's meant to turn
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HAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHA

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evil you'll get fat and of course that's the worst thing that could happen
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too true.

EVERYOOOONE
I need new music
reccomend stuff to me!

I liiiike... Elliott Smith, The Prodigy, The Used, The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Royksopp, Timo Maas, Syd Barrett, The Dresden Dolls, Manic street preachers, A Perfect Circle and muchmuch more

Also



This song is fucking awesome.
And Rihanna's Disturbia is stuck in my head, whyyy?

Sososo
I just got my computer back from getting it fixed, and while it was out I had a way old one so I wouldn't die from the lack of internet.
I found some pretty interesting old pictures on there, they amused me, so I've decided to post them here in case anyone's interested in annoyingly embarrassing pictures of me when i was 17-18.


Ickkkk!

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I remember a bunch of those were taken like... a week before I went into the mental institution 'cause I was too scared to go in there with hair that crazy so I dyed it black or some shit.
Good times.
Bah!

Bah.
So, after the stalker e-mail I posted the other day, I went out for a smoke on my front steps one evening. Guess who oh so conveniently walks by my house?
None other than hairy-knuckle poetry freak!
I was on the phone to my friend at the time and he STOPPED and waited until I hung up so he could talk to me about NOTHING, asking me if my cold had cleared up and if I'd checked my e-mail recently(hmm, I wonder why.)
Like... normally if I pass someone I know on the street and they're on the phone or look busy I just smile at them and keep walking.
WHAT. THE. HELL?

I can't even form a complete sentence at this point, I am so pissed off/freaked out/TERRIFIED.
I'm thinking should I e-mail him back telling him to leave me the fuck alone?
Will he freak out and kidnap me if I tell him I have a boyfriend now?

I can't deal with this stress, I can't take freaking out every time I have to leave the house because HE MIGHT BE THERE!
I know I have to do something as just ignoring him isn't working.

Bahh.

How Much have YOU changed in 2 years?

How old were you?
Then: 18
Now: 20

Where did you go to school?
Then: Iðnó
Now: none


Where did you work?
Then: Fjölsmiðjan
Now: Fjölsmiðjan



Where did you live?
Then: Reykjavík
Now: Reykjavík


What was your hair style
Then: Messy, greasy, badly dyed black hair
Now: Red, shiny, messy awesome hair


Did you wear glasses?
Then: Sometimes
Now: Sometimes


How many tattoos did you have?
Then:0
Now: 0


How many piercings did you have?
Then: 4-ish
now: 8-ish


What was your worst fear?
Then: Getting fatter
Now: Wasps


Had you smoked a cigarette?
Then: Yep
Now: Yep


You been arrested?
Then: Nope
Now: Nope


Had your heart broken?
Then: Not really
Now: Yep


Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Then: Single&bitter
Now: Taken

Or at least a phone that bounces.

It snowed last night so this morning the roads were extra icy. I fell 5 times on my way to work, I have a massive fucking bruise on my ass to prove it(in b4 "pixplz"). For some reason I absolutely freaked after the 5th time, screamed and threw my phone at the house I was walking past. I'm so hoping nobody saw me.

I've already killed two phones before this one by throwing them, my parents make fun of me for it but make it very clear that this is the first and only phone they're buying one for me so if I break it, I buy a new one.
And I'm Icelandic, I don't have any money!

Anyway, at work I checked my phone and it was dead, I thought "No biggie, it's insured."
Except not.
I went to Elko(the place I bought the phone) and the insurance thing ran out a month ago. A MONTH AGO. If I would have thrown my phone against a house in a fit of blinding rage just 4 weeks ago I would have gotten a new, shiny one or they would have fixed mine. But no.
And the lady I spoke to was such a bitch to me, looked at me like I broke my phone(my precious, shiny phone my mom and dad gave me for my 20th birthday)on purpose to get a new one.

So in another fit of rage I threw my phone at the ground really fucking hard and stormed out of there, followed by my dad picking up the pieces and apologizing to the people who witnessed this travesty.

Then, we went to another store where I bought a cheap, used phone that looks like shit but hey, it's a huge ugly bright pink phone that works. I tried putting the battery from my old phone in it and it didn't work.
"Oh hey," I thought, "could it *be* that my phone works and I just killed the battery?"
LO AND BEHOLD, I buy a new battery for my old phone, and it works just fine!
Glee!

So now I have two phones, and I'm thinking should I sell the ugly pink one or keep it in case I throw another tantrum the next time I slip and fall on my ass?

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I had blood drawn today.
They took five vials
it was awesome
I wanted to ask them if I could keep one but they looked super serious:/

I love my job... I had a massive anxiety attack yesterday after fainting and my dad wouldn't take me to the psych ward to talk to someone
so I ended up crying all night, then when I got to work this morning I dragged my boss out for a smoke and told her about it.
She gave me the hugest hug and made me feel a lot better heh:P
I heart her.

I dunno.
I'm bored.

Last night was fun.
Jägermeister makes me happy.
recycledelderly




/whore

recycledelderly

Bah.
I'm so tired.

I guess this is the part where I go "I'm never drinking again" while in my head planning next weekend's binge drinking and hoping I won't make as big a fool of myself then as I did last weekend.

I don't know.

recycledelderly

recycledelderly


My mind's too blank to say anything entertaining.

recycledelderly -updated-

I'm bored and the camera's dead and I'm hungry and there's no food and my cat's scared of my brothers daughter and yeah.

I went shopping yesterday, bought two pretty dresses, a shirt with a bright pink unicorn on it and a Syd Barrett cd.

I'm cool.



recycledelderly

Hey guizzz
I made an art journal of sorts,
if you're interested in my egotistical photography, nonsense making writing and some other things, add http://recycledelderly.livejournal.com/

anywayyeah

Don't really have an explanation as to why I am posting this. I just feel like it.
:D
Enjoy.






I laugh.